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The soul is not the only Lowell body
in the human anatomy. We are full of
them. And we all know about them even
if they are not detailed on clear
plastic, their relationship to the
musculature and the nervous system
unillustrated. Think of mothers who
develop eyes in the back of their head.
I can prove this is true. And the
biological clock of women approaching
thirty. I've heard it ticking. And
people with brains in their ass or
radar in their groin. These things can
be documented, even if they don't show
up on x-rays.
Nothing happens to the heart, I feel my
blood flowing in the proper direction.
It's something else. Something has gone
missing, an incision made somewhere in
the dense grouping of nerves called the
solar plexus, a vital organ removed. I
feel its absence. Like people who lose an
arm but retain a kind of body memory of
it, who years later still move reflexively
to pick up a cup with the missing limb,
I sometimes feel it there. I'm still
surprised when the cup doesn't move,
when you don't answer.
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